Drown

Can I drown out my thoughts...please? 
The music isn’t loud enough
The silence allows too much

Too much
Thinking
Feeling
Doubting
Crying

I’m tired
Can it stop? please...

🔊

Alone
I’m so alone
Lost in my thoughts
Drowning

Can I drown them? 
Before they drown me
Oh 
How the tables would turn

Maybe not
I don’t deserve it
Maybe I should drown
It’s not too much
Not a problem
My thoughts 
Not too intrusive 

I can drown
Let the darkness consume me 
Just a while longer

Maybe they’ll disappear
Just let them take me 

The lyrics 
The song
Muffled
Too quiet 
Not enough 

🔊

Thoughts persevere 
I can float a while longer
Save the others, not me… 

Until we meet again…have all my love and stay safe ❤

~hiddengirl75

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