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Music Monday: Christmas In My Heart – Loving Caliber ft. Mia Pfirrman

Happy Monday! Currently I’m heading into my last week of summer break and that means I’m beginning to panic over school. But I hope to keep up blogging consistently…though last week proved to be difficult. I have a bit of a writer’s block so if you don’t see poems or other posts it’s because of that.

Anyway, for this Music Monday I wanted to share a bit of holiday spirit in July. I was walking through Hallmark the other day and they were playing Christmas music, putting me in this holiday mood. (A little secret though, Christmas isn’t my favorite holiday, Halloween is 🎃 )

As always, Music Monday is hosted by Drew at The Tattooed Book Geek. Join in by sharing one of your favorite songs and its lyrics!

Happy Monday and winter holidays in July! 🎄

✨🎄 Song & Lyrics 🎁✨

(Intro)
Hold up I am on my way
I'm in motion
Let’s go to the ocean
Yeah, let's go outside

(Verse)
We can hang out on the beach without freezing
Yeah isn't that amazing?
In Christmas times

(Chorus)
We’ll be chillin' and having a good good time
Doesn't matter if the snow is fallin'
All the windows, and the rain is pourin'
It will always be Christmas in my heart
But this year I
Wanna hang out with my friends and family
Making angels in the sand you and me
Doesn't matter, it is Christmas in my heart

(Verse)
And I can promise Santa's coming to visit
No he wouldn't miss this
In Christmas times
Ohh
(Bridge)
Oh and, sunset it is just getting better on a blanket with a skylight painted in blue
Ooh, that’s what we do

(Chorus)
We’ll be chillin' and having a good good time
Doesn’t matter if the snow is fallin'
All the windows, and the rain is pourin'
It will always be Christmas in my heart
But this year I
Wanna hang out with my friends and family
Making angels in the sand you and me
Doesn't matter, it is Christmas in my heart

(Bridge)
Here we go!
Alright
(Dance, dance, dance, dance, dance)
Now this Christmas, we’re gonna dance
(Dance, dance, dance, dance, dance)
Okay?
Come on!
(Dance, dance, dance, dance, dance)
We're gonna dance, dance, and have a good time
Gonna dance, dance, all night long
We're gonna dance, dance, and have a good time
I think Santa's gonna come and join us in this song
Ooh yeah!

(Chorus)
Doesn't matter if the snow is fallin'
(Snow is fallin')
All the windows, and the rain is pouring'
(Pourin'!)
It will always be Christmas in my heart
But this year I
Wanna hang out with my friends and family
Making angels in the sand you and me
(You and me! Yeah!)
Doesn't matter it is Christmas in my heart

Lyrics courtesy of Genius

Until we meet again…I hope you have a lovely day ❤

~hiddengirl75

P.S. Song is not mine, belongs to Loving Caliber @ Epidemic Sound

P.P.S. Do you have a favorite Christmas/holiday song?

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Music Memories Monday: Leave It All to Shine – iCarly & Victorious Cast

Heyo peeps!! Today’s Music Monday is going to be a bit different, I’m going to be sharing a song that’s attached to a memory. I was inspired by the “more than a memory” prompt from the Me and Music tag and decided I’m going to kind of do that for every other Music Monday until I run out of memories lol.

Normal Music Mondays are hosted by Drew at The Tattooed Book Geek. All you have to do is share one of your favorite song and it’s lyrics every Monday, and it’s open to anyone to do!

Today’s song is *drumroll* Leave It All to Shine…which I mean you should know by reading the title but the drumroll was fun to type lol.

I know there’s been a lot of problems behind both of these shows, but who didn’t watch one or the other at some point in their life? I didn’t even have cable as a child (or now) and I some how watched a few episodes of each show. Also the reboot of iCarly, I haven’t been able to watch it, but I know people were excited.

The specific memory I have attached to this song occurred sometime during the summer when I was still in elementary school. My cousins and I were at my grandma’s house and I convinced them to perform this song with me. We grabbed hairbrushes for our microphones, spent a good amount of time learning the lyrics by heart, and then adding a choreography. It was a lot of fun! I remember trying really hard to convince them to do it with me, but I only ended up dragging one of them to do it, my other cousin just held the camera and controlled the music. At the end of the day we had a recording of us and performed it live for our grandma and parents. I wonder if they still remember that lol.


✨🎤 The Lyrics 📹✨

[Verse 1: Miranda, Victoria, Miranda & Jennette]
I know you see
Somehow the world will change for me
And be so wonderful
Here I am once again
Feeling lost but now and then
Live life, breathe air
I know somehow we're gonna get there
And feel so wonderful

[Pre-Chorus: Victoria with Elizabeth, Miranda with Jennette, Nathan & Jerry, Miranda]
When you figure out how
You're lost in the moment, you disappear
It's all for real
I'm tellin' you just how I feel

[Chorus: Victoria with Ariana & Elizabeth, Miranda with Matt & Avan, Victoria with Nathan & Jerry, Victoria & Miranda with Leon, Daniella & Jennette]
You don't have to be afraid to put your dreams in action
You're never gonna fade you'll be the main attraction
Wake up the members of my nation
It's your time to be
Not a fantasy (Not a fantasy)
Just remember me (Just remember me)
When it turns out right (When it turns out right)

[Chorus: Miranda with Nathan, Noah & Jerry, Victoria with Leon, Daniella & Jennette, Miranda with Leon & Ariana, Victoria with Elizabeth, Victoria, Miranda]
'Cause there's no chance unless you take one
And the time to see
Now if you live your imagination (Yeah, yeah)
Tomorrow you'll be everybody's fascination
See the brighter side of every situation
In my victory (In my victory)
Just remember me
(Just remember me)

[Chorus: Victoria, Miranda with Leon & Ariana, Victoria, Miranda, Elizabeth & Jennette, Miranda & Victoria]
When I make it shine
Leave it all to me (Leave it all to me)
Leave it all to me
When I make it shine
Leave it all to me
When you're living your imagination
Leave it all to me
When I make it shine

[Post-Chorus: Miranda with Jennette, Nathan, Noah & Jerry
Leon with Elizabeth, Ariana & Daniella]
Leave it
Make it
Leave it
Make it
Leave it
Make it
Leave it

[Outro: Victoria, Miranda]
When I make it shine
Just leave it all to me

Written By: Dr. Luke, Backhouse Mike & Dan Schneider

Until we meet again…have fun and stay safe!

~hiddengirl75 💕

P.S. I hope it’s obvious but the song isn’t mine, just the memory attached to it.

Posted in Fun Friday, Music, Tags, Talking Story

Fun Friday: Me and Music Tag

Heyo peeps! Happy 🍟 day!

Today, I decided to do the Me and Music tag. I first saw this tag from Riddhi @ Whispering Stories and thought it looked fun. A thanks to her for leaving a nomination open for anyone to do.

Without further ado let’s begin!!

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The Rules

  • Link back to the original (Sophie @ Me and Ink) so she can see your answers and listen to the tunes.
  • For every prompt you choose to do, name 1-5 songs (you can use Sophie’s graphics)
  • Have fun and play your music LOUD!

You will notice that I have used Sophie’s graphics, they were just too cute not to.

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Apologizes in advance for if I repeat songs that I’ve already recommended before…they were probably just too good not to associate the prompt with them.

Cool Down – Kolohe Kai // “We’re living in Hawaii with Aloha and pride, yeah”

He Mele No Lilo – Mark Kealiʻi Hoʻomalu

Bamboo – Kimie Miner // “Oh love it’s true the storms will come but we’ll make it through”

Freckles and Constellations – Dodie // “All those cute conversations” // “I’m star struck, for you” // “Never had a moment that was quite like this”

Hopelessly – Reinaeiry // “I’m a hopeless romantic” // “Great poets are made of
Unrequited love.”

All My Love – SEVENTEEN // “Hello my joy” // “I’ll become your umbrella in the rain”

I don’t know why but I really struggled with this prompt. Maybe I don’t dance around to music as often as I thought I do? Idk…

Super Trouper – ABBA // “Feeling like a number one”

I love ABBA and I can not stress that enough. I also adore all the different recordings of the classic songs from A*Teens and the Mamma Mia cast. Not only must I dance but I must sing along.

The Coast of Galiçia – Celtic Woman

This song is an instrumental/orchestra piece so there are no lyrics but it’s so fun to twirl around to. I first listened to this song while reading a dancing scene from a fanfic and I fell in love with it. If you read fanfics from the Harry Potter fandom I totally recommend it, it’s called, “What the Room Requires.”

Better When I’m Dancin’ – Meghan Trainor // “Just move those left feet” // “Prove to them you’ve got the moves” // “We knew that you could do it”

Elephant Love Medley – Moulin Rouge

I must admit that I’ve never made it through one sitting of Moulin Rouge. But, this song was on my parent’s wedding video and I absolutely love it.

Don’t Lose Your Head – Six the Musical // “I didn’t really mean it but rumours spiral”

I adore this whole musical, the songs are so fun to sing. This historical inspiration behind it is tragic but it’s still a fun album to listen to.

Good Enough – A Week Away // “Not exactly what the kids these days are calling cool” // “Don’t let them tell you you’re not good enough” // “You just gotta be you, don’t break yourself apart”

I found myself really surprised when I realized how many songs on this soundtrack I actually liked. Normally I’m not very into religious/Christian songs, but this soundtrack was very subtle. My two other favorite songs from this movie were “Let’s Go Make a Memory” and “Best Thing Ever.”

Anybody Have a Map? – Dear Evan Hansen // “Another stumble as I’m reaching for the right thing to say”

I love the entire album but I relate to this song a lot. I know it’s about parenting but just being in high school is confusing. It’d be great to have a map lol.

People I Don’t Like – UPSAHL // “Yeah, I don’t really wanna be here like, ah-ah-ah-ah” // “So let’s pretend we like each other”

This song got me through the majority of my sophomore year group projects. I don’t necessarily love group projects…really I hate them, but sometimes they are just unavoidable. I found peace in this song when I really felt done with my group members.

Awesome God/God Only Knows – A Week Away // “All the memories, they somehow never leave you” // “God only knows how it’s killing you”

We Still (Be With U) – ASTRO // “I’ll protect you, an unchanging confession” // “I will pick you up, don’t be alone”

I adore ASTRO, they’re one of my favorite groups. Normally I would say You & Me is my comfort song from them but since I believe I mentioned it before I decided to pick one of their other songs.

Stay Beautiful – Jamie // “Don’t let these haters come by” // “You better hold your head high”

There are two versions of this song I like the first version a lot, but the Jamie ver. is also very good.

Halfway Around The World – A*Teens // “Halfway around the world. That won’t stop me from loving you.”

Hawaiian Roller Coaster Ride – Mark Kealiʻi Hoʻomalu // “There’s no place I’d rather be, then on my surfboard out at sea”

Let me be clear that I do not know how to surf lol. I also don’t exactly like going to the beach…but this song was on the radio constantly when I was in elementary. My class even did our May day dance to it one year.

Count on Me – Bruno Mars // “You’ll always have my shoulder when you cry”

I used to listen to a LOT of Bruno Mars when my mom and I were in the car. Mostly because we had the album this song came from on CD but we also liked the songs.

What Makes You Beautiful – One Direction // “You’re insecure, don’t know what for”

I was never really a big fan of One Direction, don’t get me wrong their songs are really good, but I wasn’t one of those people with posters of them hanging on my walls. I just remember listening to this song a lot in the car, it was also the song picked for my summer fun’s end of summer dance program.

Into the I-Land – IU // “Let’s do our best, let’s just try”

I love IU’s version but I also really like the Final Version from the I-Land Applicants.

Dear Me – Taeyeon // “I trust myself” // “See how I’ve endured through the long darkness”

Left & Right – SEVENTEEN // “Keep your eyes wide open and your chin up” // “Let’s go together with no worries”

Kiss Me – Sixpence None The Richer // “Oh, kiss me, beneath the milky twilight” // “Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance”

Leaving on a Jet Plane – John Denvers // “Kiss me and smile for me” // “Hold me like you’ll never let me go”

I like most versions of this song but I’m particularly fond of The Macarons Project cover of it.

Fly Me to the Moon – Frank Sinatra // “Let me play among the stars” // “In other words, hold my hand”

Head Over Heels – The Go-Go’s // “It looked so easy. But you know looks sometimes deceive” // “Looks like the whole world’s out of sync”

I adore older music, and I have so many more favorite songs but I held myself back.

I Hear a Symphony – Cody Fry // “Perfection is so quick to bore”

Remember – WINNER // “There’s no good in ending us” // “We carrying nothing but a goring burden” // “So I put “SORRY” ten times for sure”

Us, Again – SEVENTEEN // “One day, we’re gonna have a lot of waves” // “We sing together again, until that day”

So, these songs probably won’t make everyone cry but for me I start tearing up every time. It’s probably my fault that I associate the first song with crying because when I first listened to it I was watching a sad(ish) animatic. The other two are just well I guess I’m afraid of good things ending. It’s hard to imagine your favorite band/group/friendships breaking up, and these songs really strike those cords for me. Seventeen also has a song, “Smile Flower,” that made me cry when I first listened to it and read the lyrics too.

7up – Boy in Space // “I promise I will love you even with my broken heart” // “I don’t really mind ’cause I love you” // “And I was writing poetry about you everyday”

Good 4 u – Olivia Rodrigo // “You look happy and healthy, not me” // “You’re doing great out there without me, baby” // “Like a damn sociopath”

Retro Love – BOYHOOD // “Because you are just you without any ‘Why'”

picking flowers – kayden // “What happened to all the dreams that we had?” // “When it was easy to be grateful”

I didn’t really pay much attention to these songs’ lyrics before this…now they seem so sad. But they’re so catchy and will remain on repeat for a while to come.

For some reason this was the last prompt I filled out. It’s not that I don’t have favorite lyrics, it’s just that I like so many songs lyrics (if that’s not obvious from the lyrics I pulled in the previous prompts lol).

Simple – Woozi (from SEVENTEEN) // “Happiness is only a word” // “In this exit-less, maze-like world” // “I hope we can all smile when the night is over”

A Good Song Never Dies – Saint Motel // “The first time it made you cry, the first time you felt alive”

Shop Of Wonders – Reinaeiry // “Am I loved in a photograph?” // “Don’t need money / To spend my time with you” // “You’ll be my song / I’ll be your melody”

dancing in the kitchen – Zachary Knowles // “I just wanna dance with you” // “Let’s get dressed up for no occasion” // “We’ll stay up talking ’til it’s light out”

I’ve decided to skip this prompt because I’ve never really kept up with what songs are on the charts…like I might like a popular song but I won’t know if it’s on the Billboard’s Hot 100.

Come and Get It – Selena Gomez

I must say that this is not my favorite song. It is however very strongly ingrained into my memory after spending a good portion of my summer listening to it. I forget how old I was but my friends at summer fun decided they wanted to dance to this song for the talent show. I was not apart of the routine. However, in order to practice with music they requested to borrow our leader’s phone. I got to be the responsible one, trusted with the phone, and so I was stuck listening to this song pressing pause and play when needed.

Keep Your Head Up – Andy Grammar // “This is just a journey, drop your worries” // “Skeptics mess with the confidence in my eyes” // “Only rainbows after rain”

The entirety of 5th grade wrapped up in one song. My 5th grade teacher had this thing with her classes where we picked a class song, this was our’s. We learned the lyrics, sang along, and played it in the background of our class parties. 5th grade drama seems so silly now. I miss it.

Somewhere Over the Rainbow – Israel “IZ” Kamakawiwoʻole // “Where trouble melts like lemon drops”

This particular memory comes from middle school, and while my time in middle school was full of regret and embarrassment I’ve come to cherish my memories. I forget what grade we were in, 7th or 8th, one of those two. My homeroom/advisory were just hanging out before lunch time, and one of my classmates started playing the song and singing (he always carried around his ukulele). I don’t know what it was, maybe something was in the air lol, but everyone else joined along with him. We weren’t all the best singers but it was good fun and I’ll look back on that moment fondly. I used to find my homeroom annoying at best, but now I miss them. They were a constant that high school no longer offers.

Paper Rings – Taylor Swift // “I like shiny things, but I’d marry you with paper rings”

Can I Have This Dance – High School Musical // “Now won’t you promise me
that you’ll never forget.”
// “Don’t be afraid, afraid to fall.
You know I’ll catch you through it all.”

Honestly I can’t help but sing to any and all High School Musical songs. 😅 😂

Pretty U – SEVENTEEN // “When I see you, it’s breathtaking” // “I want to pick and gather all
the pretty words for you”
// “I am counting flower petals all day long”

Monster – Shawn Mendes & Justin Bieber // “I was fifteen when the world put me on a pedestal” // “I came in with good intentions, then I let it go”

Cabinet Man – Lemon Demon // “You can’t win me, I can’t be beat” // “I only want to have fun”

I never really paid attention to the lyrics in this song…or really any Lemon Demon song, they were just there to drown out my thoughts. But dang these lyrics are really good.

Dead Girl Walking (Reprise) – Heathers the Musical // “It’s one more dance and then farewell” // “I wish grown-ups understood!”

I must say I don’t normally get attached to full albums so I struggled with this prompt, I’m more of a single song obsession girl lol.

Semicolon – SEVENTEEN // “It’s okay to think about it more” // “This feeling of wanting to know more” // “My love only amounts to this”

I love all of SEVENTEEN’s albums, I found it really hard to pick just one. Some of my favorites from this album are, “Do Ri Me,” “AH! Love,” and “All My Love.” I also really love their Love & Letter Repackage album.

Woodland – The Paper Kites // “We’re all just searching for something” // “And we’ll hate what we’ve lost but we’ll love what we find” // “Success is a song of the heart, not a song of your head”

This was the first album I’m ever listened to from The Paper Kites, but I absolutely love it. I often listen to it while doing homework.

Snap Shoot – SEVENTEEN // “Our laughter in the picture is all” // “”Snap shoot, I want to capture that smile”

Seventeen never fails to make me smile. I love the candidness of this music video and the fact that it was directed by Mingyu just made it so much more special.

All Night – ASTRO // “So ridiculous, here I am waiting for your call tonight” // “Gonna stay up all night telling you what I couldn’t before” // “I’ll never get tired of your voice”

This music video is just everything. I think it was Astro’s first dip into a more elegant style and it’s just so etherial, the flowers, the outfits. It was just so different from everything I knew them to usually be and it was amazing. Don’t get me wrong, I love their more boyish and playful music videos, but this one is just on a different level.

The Way You Felt: The Story – Alec Benjamin // “Oh I fell for your charm I was so infatuated” // “Is your heart just preconditioned for brevity”

This was such an interesting music video to watch. The way he included the story with subtitles just made it so much more personal.

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🎧 Spotify Playlist 🎶

Unfortunately “Freckles and Constellations” isn’t on Spotify but here’s the Youtube link! As I was adding the songs I also realized “Us, Again” isn’t either so here’s the link. I added on Downpour from I.O.I and Smile Flower in it’s place on the playlist.

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I had loads of fun doing this tag, though it did take me what felt like forever to find songs, and I was definitely using it to procrastinate on some very important homework :T

If you didn’t notice, I was heavily inspired by the colored text in Sophie’s post, and so I thought I’d try it out. The colors were a lot of fun to incorporate, and it was a new concept to me (before this I didn’t know how to make certain lines different colors). I probably won’t use colored text very often after this but I want to try use it sometimes!

I hope you guys had fun reading this post, maybe you even learned something about me from these songs. I don’t really have anyone to nominate…so I’ll just leave it open for anyone to do!

Until we meet again….have a wonderful weekend & 🍟 day, don’t procrastinate, and stay safe!

~hiddengirl75 ❤

Posted in Poetry

Drown

Can I drown out my thoughts...please? 
The music isn’t loud enough
The silence allows too much

Too much
Thinking
Feeling
Doubting
Crying

I’m tired
Can it stop? please...

🔊

Alone
I’m so alone
Lost in my thoughts
Drowning

Can I drown them?
Before they drown me
Oh
How the tables would turn

Maybe not
I don’t deserve it
Maybe I should drown
It’s not too much
Not a problem
My thoughts
Not too intrusive

I can drown
Let the darkness consume me
Just a while longer

Maybe they’ll disappear
Just let them take me

The lyrics
The song
Muffled
Too quiet
Not enough

🔊

Thoughts persevere
I can float a while longer
Save the others, not me…

Until we meet again…have all my love and stay safe ❤

~hiddengirl75

P.S. Featured Image by 愚木混株 Cdd20 from Pixabay

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Monday Music: _inside – JUNNY(주니)

Heyo peeps! I’d like to say Happy Monday, but I don’t view Mondays very positively :/ But I hope you guys are having a great Monday :))

Anyway, you know the drill, Music Monday is hosted by Drew at The Tattooed Book Geek. All you have to do is share one of your favorite song and it’s lyrics every Monday, and it’s open to anyone to do!

Today, I’d like to share _inside by JUNNY(주니). It’s a fairly new favorite of mine but I think that lyrics are pretty relatable. I found this song through the videos youtube has recommended to me. I first listened and feel in love with this song through JUNNY’s live vocals.

However, I’ve recently watched the animated music video and I thought it was pretty cool too. It has a scene from one of my favorite dramas, “Run On.” I totally recommend it lol, it also has a song from JUNNY playing in the background.

English Translation

Get it from the back
I know you like it like that

A missed call while I was asleep
With tired eyes, I check who it’s from
Not a single call that I’m happy to see
There's nothing really good for me
Maybe I'll go back to sleep

There are certain days
Oh no Once or twice
We have those days where we don’t wanna do a single thing
I realized today's the day
My very own ocean 
Where no one can find me

Cuz Imma stay inside
It’s my own paradise
Diving into my bedsheets
It’s too dangerous outside these walls
A calming mood light rather than the burning sunlight
My own ceiling shines brighter than the blue sky
(La di dat da da da da)

Got my k-dramas on all day
Think I’m falling for Shin Sae Kyeong (oh no)
I think I’m running on again
oops that's my own privacy
Im tryna set up the mood
Bring up my memo
And begin to write another predictable love song
Nothin better than that
I’m straight girl, I’m just statin the facts, yeah

There are certain days
oh no Once or twice
We have those days where we don’t wanna do a single thing
I realized today's the day
My very own ocean 
Where no one can find me

Cuz Imma stay inside
It’s my own paradise
Diving into my bedsheets
It’s too dangerous outside these walls
A calming mood light rather than the burning sunlight
My own ceiling shines brighter than the blue sky
(La di dat da da da da
As my screen turns off and I see the reflection of myself in the black screen,

I realize you’re the one I’m missing
In the story of my movie, we’re one
Something isn’t right
Girl, I think I need you by my side

so come and stay inside
To our paradise
Diving into my bedsheets
Its too dangerous outside these walls
A calming mood light rather than the burning sun light
My own ceiling shines brighter than the blue sky
(La di dat da da da da)

Imma stay inside
My own paradise
And we gon be alright yeah
(La da da da da da)
Imma stay inside
My own paradise
And we gon’ stay inside today, yeah

Korean Lyrics

[Intro]
Get it from the back
I know you like it like that

[Verse 1]
잠든 사이 남겨진 부재중
부어오른 두 눈을 비비고 봐
이 중에 반가운 건 하나두
There's nothing really good for me
Maybe I'll go back to sleep, hm-hm

[Pre-Chorus]
때로 가끔씩
Oh no 한두 번씩
어떤 것도 안 하고 싶을 때 있잖아
I realized today's the day
아무도 찾아오지 못할 나의 조그만 바다

[Chorus]
'Cause I'ma stay inside
나만의 paradise
이불을 덮고 diving in
창문 밖은 위험하잖아
따끔한 햇빛 보다 은은한 mood light
푸른 하늘 대신 my own ceiling shines
La-da-da-da-da-da

[Verse 2]
온종일 틀어 놓은 드라마 (Ooh-ooh)
신세경에 반한 것 같아 (Oh no)
I think I'm running on again
Oops, that's my own privacy
I'm tryna set up the mood
메모장을 열고
뻔한 사랑 얘기를 그려봐
Nothin' better than that? I'm straight, girl
I'm just statin' the facts, yeah?

[Pre-Chorus]
때로 가끔씩
Oh no 한두 번씩
어떤 것도 안 하고 싶을 때 있잖아
I realized today's the day
누구도 찾아오지 못할 나의 조그만 바다

[Chorus]
'Cause I'ma stay inside
나만의 paradise
이불을 덮고 diving in
창문 밖은 위험하잖아
따끔한 햇빛 보다 은은한 mood light
푸른 하늘 대신 my own ceiling shines
La-da-da-da-da-da

[Bridge]
새까만 화면 속에 나 홀로 옆에 없는 건 you, yeah
My movie 속 스토리엔 we're one
이상한 기분이야
Girl, I think I need you by my side

[Chorus]
So come and stay inside
우리의 paradise
이불을 덮고 diving in (Diving in)
창문 밖은 위험 하잖아 (Yeah)
따끔한 햇빛 보다 은은한 mood light
푸른 하늘 대신 my own ceiling shines
La-da-da-da-da-da

[Outro]
I'ma stay inside (Woo), yeah
My own paradise
(La-da-da-da-da-da)
And we gon' be alright, yeah
(La-da-da-da-da-da) Oh no
I'ma stay inside
My own paradise
(La-da-da-da-da-da)
And we gon' stay inside today, yeah

Translation courtesy of: 1theK at Youtube

Lyrics courtesy of: Genius

Written By 김녹차 (Kim Nokcha), ​no2zcat, ​jane (KOR) & JUNNY (주니) | Arranger ​no2zcat | Composer 김녹차 (Kim Nokcha), ​no2zcat & JUNNY (주니) | Lyricist​ jane (KOR) & JUNNY (주니)

Until we meet again…

~hiddengirl75 ❤

Posted in Fun Friday, Tags, Talking Story

Fun Friday: GIF-Y love tag

Hi! Happy Friday, the end of another week…my actual first week of summer without summer school, though I still have AP summer work :/

Anyway, today I’ve decided to do the GIF-Y love tag. I first saw this tag on Annie’s blog at evening tea musings and I thought it looked like a lot of fun (considering I use GIFs a LOT when I text lol)! Annie used different prompts from the original ones but I’m going to do a few of the original prompts, a couple of Annie’s, and some I changed to match my use of GIFs.

Rules

  • Mention the creators Tiction and Nehal.
  • Thank the person who tagged you and leave a link to their blog.
  • Use the tag #gif-y-love and choose a GIF you love for each of the provided prompts.
  • Tag at least 5 people.

✨ The GIFs ✨

Bored

Angry

The Pillow is my weapon of choice lol

Fangirling

Being Judgemental

Stu(dying)

Frustrated

Annoyed

There is a difference between annoyed and angry pillow throwing, one is done with a forced smile.

Hugs

Comforting

Bonus:

Crying

Nominees

I’m just going to keep the nominations open for anyone to do…

~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~

I had loads of fun with this tag! I actually ended up changing quite a few of the prompts to match what I mostly use GIFs for but I still used a couple of the original prompts. I encourage you to do this tag if you haven’t already!!

Until we meet again…

~hiddengirl75 ❤

Posted in Poetry

Random Question

Hey… 
Random question… 
How are you doing today?

We haven’t talked in a while
And I fear we are drifting away

I tell myself it’s logical
We were not meant to be
But deep inside I wonder
Then why did we meet?

I know it sounds cliche 
Like a silly love story
But our friendship is important
So can it please not be

Not all relationships are fairy tales
And ours certainly is not
I thought we’d be friends forever 
But it turns out we may not

I drifted away 
And you’ve disappeared
At least that’s how I see it

On other days I wonder
Could I be misled?
Maybe I disappeared
And you’ve drifted away
But who knows how you see it 

I tell myself it’s logical
To stay far away
I’ll be safer
And away from heartbreak

You have not texted me
And I have not messaged you

There are days where I falter
And reach out to text you
It’s almost second nature
With the 24/7 texting
We used to do

Now it’s been 2 months 
And I wonder if you miss me too…
Though you probably do not
And I probably meant nothing to you

So I stay away
Convincing myself that’s the truth
If you wanted to talk to me
You would have
But there’s nothing I can do.

Hi, this was a really old poem, well not REALLY old, but pretty old. It doesn’t really mean the same thing it meant when I first wrote it but I still really like it so I decided to post it anyway. I can’t remember why I didn’t post it when I originally wrote it but here it is now. 🙂

Until we meet again…have all my love and stay safe ❤

~hiddengirl75

P.S. Featured Image by 愚木混株 Cdd20 from Pixabay

Posted in Music, Music Monday, Talking Story

Music Monday: Like 1999 – Valley

HEYO PEEPS! I have energy today lol, Monday has not drained me yet. This is the first week where I have no summer school but it is also one week closer to going back to school…not a fun thought.

Anyway, Music Monday is hosted by Drew at The Tattooed Book Geek. All you have to do is share one of your favorite song and it’s lyrics every Monday, and it’s open to anyone to do!

This week, I decided to share “Like 1999” from Valley. I really like all of Valley’s songs, they’re all bops, but I think this one kind of connected to the poem I’m posting this week. I hope you guys enjoy it!

🎸✨ Like 1999 – Valley ✨📹

[Verse 1]
Woke up, it's 2021
I wanna get texts, but I never wanna text back
Fuck man, I'm 2020 done
Another paycheck and I blew it, but I'm still sad

[Pre-Chorus]
We talk all of the time
But it still feels like I'm just a voice on the line, so

[Chorus]
If you wanna come over, watch Friends and then get high
Use my phone as a coaster, we'll travel back in time
Lights on the ceiling, we're more than a feeling
If you wanna come over, act like it's 1999

[Verse 2]
Woke up, had a dream about you
We were parked in a Pontiac, making out, no internet
Ten things I hate about you, honestly nothing

[Pre-Chorus]
We talk all of the time and I love it
So what are you doing tonight?

[Chorus]
If you wanna come over, watch Friends and then get high
Use my phone as a coaster, we'll travel back in time
Lights on the ceiling, we're more than a feeling
If you wanna come over, act like it's 1999-9-9-9 (One sec')

[Bridge]
Do you mind if I'm nostalgic? Let's go back before 2000
Back before our love was so distracted
I wish that Y2K had happened, we would stay forever classic
You and I would both be trapped in, in 1999

[Pre-Chorus]
We talk all of the time and I love it
So what are you doing tonight?

[Chorus]
If you wanna come over, watch Friends and then get high
Use my phone as a coaster, we'll travel back in time
Lights on the ceiling, we're more than a feeling
If you wanna come over, act like it's 1999
If you wanna come over, act like it's 1999

Until we meet again…have fun but stay safe!

~hiddengirl75 ❤

Posted in Fun Friday, Music, Talking Story

Fun Friday: Youtube Playlists I’ve Enjoyed 🎶

Heyo peeps! Welcoming to another Fun Friday, Happy 🍟 day! I really want french fries lol. Anyway, today I’ve decided to share some youtube playlists that I love. I really like looking for new music and playlists that match my feelings at different moments in time. Themed playlists are lovely things that I admire the creators for, I’d love to be able to match songs to feelings as well as they do. I’ve categorized the playlists into different themes and then further into to different events. I hope you enjoy them or find a new favorite song

✨The Playlists✨


💃🏽 Dance Dance 🕺🏽

Dancing 🕺🏽

For the times you just feel like jumping on your bed or flailing (’cause I don’t dance I just flail my arms around lol) around the room.

Twirling 💃🏽

Some may say that “twirling” is the same as dancing or flailing around, but I beg to differ. Twirling is done in a long preferably poofy skirt and moderate heels or no shoes at all in the middle of the night, with or without a partner.


✨ W/ or W/o Friends, Chilling ✨

Hanging Out 🎤📹

Songs to sing to goofily and laugh or just play in the background living that main character life.

Late Nights 🌃

Lying in the dark at a sleepover talking about nothing and everything at once. Dreams, fears, and feelings. Late nights are for secrets and giggling.

Doing Nothing 🌧

Staring at the ceiling just breathing in life. There’s nothing to do and productivity is a thing of the past. Cold tiles, wooden floors, or carpet, it doesn’t matter. C’est la vie.


🎻 Academics ✏️

Trying to Study While the Sun is Still Up 📝📓📖🌅

Trying to be a productive, A+ student who doesn’t stay up ’til the crack of dawn. Rather we wake up at dawn and do our homework at a reasonable time, after school while the sun is still shining and the world is awake. The ideal study schedule where a decent amount of sleep is the norm.

Late Night Studying 📝📓📖🌃

When you’ve given up on being a student who studies when the sun is still up. Procrastination has caught you in it’s snares, now it’s the middle of the night and your final project is due in the morning. Or maybe a burst of creativity has enthralled you and you must follow it. Either way the world is sleeping, the stars are bright, and sounds are quiet.

Drowning Out Thoughts 🔊🎧

When all seems to be falling apart, the paper is blank and your thoughts seem too loud. Nothing is working and all hope seems lost. Sometimes you just need that silence that comes from blasting music.


✨ Other ✨

Playlist I really wanted to recommend 💖

I’ve listened to this playlist for everything above. Dancing, vibing, studying, and drowning my thoughts, a playlist for all and any occasions.

I hope you enjoyed!

Until we meet again…have all my love and listen to some good music! ❤

~hiddengirl75

P.S. I hope it’s obvious but none of these playlists or songs are mine, I just wanted to share them with you guys.

Posted in Poetry

Panic

I feel lost
And shaken

In my chest
This heavy feeling
Don’t ask me
I don’t know why

Breathing
Hurts

I feel like I’m drowning

Then again,
It’s nothing like drowning

I’ve been close once
To drowning
I mean

This is nothing like that

I can’t-
Panicking
I’m panicked
I can’t-

My brain hurts
And my chest is heavy

I feel so lost
Drowning
Not

Can’t breath
Chest heavy

Why? please...

Until we meet again…have all my love ❤

~hiddengirl75

P.S. Featured Image by 愚木混株 Cdd20 from Pixabay

P.P.S. I don’t necessarily think this is a good poem, but I decided to post it anyway because I figured that poetry isn’t black and white, good or bad, and if anything it’ll just show that sometimes I write bad poetry, or at least something that I think is bad.