Category: Talking Story

Posted in Music, Talking Story

Happy Wonwoo Day!

Posted on by Calista

Happy Birthday Wonwoo!

Thank you for always working so hard and still taking time to connect with us. I hope you have a wonderful day and continue to be in good health. Thank you and happy birthday!

(Sorry if it is kind of late for some time zones, but in some places it just became the 17th. Also not my picture in the blog, which is a little obvious.)

On another note who is excited for the world tour and comeback!? I certainly am, I was just fangirling and freaking out with one of my friends about their announcement of a comeback. (Lol, yes I’m kind of late. But whatever. I’m still so excited.)

Please love and support Wonwoo and Seventeen, they deserve it.

~hiddengirl75

Posted in Music, Talking Story

Day6 Comeback: Time of Our Lives

Posted on by Calista

Any MyDays out there?! It’s okay if you aren’t however I would encourage you to go and support Day6 and their recent comeback.

I’m not sure how to express my feelings on the song in more detail but I know that I absolutely love it! I know that a lot of people are saying that it sounds like an anime OST and I think I’m starting to agree. I am now only on my second listen to the song and I can definitely hear the animeness of it. I truly believe the statement that Day6 has no bad song.

Day6 deserves all our love and support. They deserve to be recognized, as they are seriously underrated. I hope that we all will show them how much we love and support them. They deserve this win! Go stream the music video. Day6, fighting!

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GFriend Comeback: Fever

Posted on by Calista

Just watched the fever mv as soon as it came out at 11: 02 pm, Sunday 30th of June. And I have to say I am loving it. Okay so I don’t stan GFriend but I love a lot of their songs, especially the old ones. Not only are their songs great but their choreography is amazing, it’s so simple yet complex. The new song is so catchy and upbeat yet edgier then a lot of their other songs and have I mentioned the amazing choreo, it is on point. The mv is also very well filmed. I love the take on it and the backgrounds and camera shots. This is an amazing comeback and I wish GFriend the best of luck during their promotions. Go support them by listening to the song.

~hiddengirl75

Posted in Books, Talking Story

A court of thorns and roses: A brief rant and recommendation

Posted on by Calista

Hello, so I recently I read the series a court of thorns and roses. And let me tell you it was a ride. To be honest most of the feelings I will convey in this post will be about the third book (A court of wings and ruin) because I had just finished reading it when I felt the need to share my emotions with someone. Of course I would talk to my book loving friend about it but she had specifically told me “DO NOT READ! SAVE YOUR INNOCENCE!” So I figured it would be best to not tell her. As I had purposely read it to not obey her.

I speed through this book series with no self-discipline. It was a roller coaster of emotions, it tore out my heart, stomped on it and then shoved it back in. It made me smile, laugh and flush with embarrassment. I absolutely loved the series and it was done too soon. The twists and turns and the character development was amazing. I was able to feel the characters feelings and understand each of them. Each character was so well written and crafted to perdection. I want to gush about so many scenes in this book, that made me cry or scream in anguish but I wouldn’t want to spoil it for anyone. So here is the WARNING a head of time. THERE WILL BE SPOILERS, so here we go. Also, I obviously recommend this book to anyone and everyone, maybe this is the series that will spark your love for reading.

WARNING

I don’t completely remember all of my raw feelings for the first two books because I have to admit, I may have speed through it a little too fast to enjoy it fully. But I do remember the feelings from the third book. Hw I wanted to cry when they found Elain missing. How I smiled when we learned that Mor was a lesbian or bi, I’m honestly not sure but I know she favors girls. How I cried my eyes out and how it felt like my heart was being torn apart as Feyre found out that Rhysand was dead and the agony I felt as she cried and begged for the lords to save him. The pure joy I felt when the prick came back to life with a snarky remark, dragging Amren back with him.

I wish that it didn’t ever have to end, but like all good things it must come to an end. I think this is why I read so much, it allows me to feel so freely and raw.

Of course there are so many more scenes and feelings that I could list but I got most of the gushing out of my system, so I think I’m going to stop here after leaving behind a few ending spoilers. Thanks to listening to me rant for a little while. Also, I definitly recommend reading this series, but only if you think you are mature enough.

~hiddengirl75

Chaotic Mess

Okay so this blog is a definite mess. I have changed the uses of it multiple times and have even considered deleting it but I won’t so no need to worry. (Lol like there is anyone to worry.) Hopefully I will start posting “normally” and hopefully it will be insightful.

Peace. hiddengirl75.

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Doubt

Posted on by Calista

I have pretty much abandoned this blog. I am starting to doubt where this is going. I think I’m going to change the purpose of this blog or open a new blog. I don’t like the way this blog is going and I think I started it on a fly. So I’m going to most likely stop posting and start over. I want to keep up these posts because I think it is good to look back and see what I wrote and my thoughts from this time. I think this may be a very hasty decision but I don’t see where this blog is going.

So until we meet again…

~ hiddengirl75

New Idea?

So I have been playing with the idea of doing a 30 day blog thing or a 30 day photography challenge that I would post on my blog. I am not sure if it’s a good idea or not, so I’m just throwing it out there as a future possibility.

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Dependent

Posted on by Calista

I think I have become too dependent on other people, especially my friends. I wasn’t always like this but now I have become, unwilling to sit or stand around by myself. It has become uncomfortable to be sitting without friends or in silence by myself. I hate walking to the lunch line by myself or sitting on an empty table.

I feel the need to seperate from my group and find peace by myself once more but I don’t know how to go about doing so. How can I find somewhere else to sit in the morning or during lunch while everyone else is surrounded by their own friends. 

I think that I struggle now to just be by myself. I used to be fine sitting in silence but now I find the need to be part of conversations or to have my thoughts heard. Have I become dependent on the people around me or have I simply become more social? 

What happens when I don’t have friends to lean on as a social safety net. Will I fade back into the stablity of being by myself?  What happens when I no longer have friends to sit with, people to easily pick up a conversation with or to simply ask if they are getting lunch? Will I lose the need to ask people questions or have to speak to someone to fill the silence?

I used to think that I was a fairly quiet minded person and that I didn’t speak that much but now looking back, I am only like that before you get to know me. Once I open up and start talking I feel that I almost never shut up.

So, do I actually rely on my friends as a social safety net? Are my friends the only reason why I am who I am. Am I too dependent on the fact that they are always there to talk to even if I don’t trust all of them enough to talk to them to the extent that I sometimes feel like talking. Or would I be able to function by myself if left alone? Have I become “social?”

What does it even mean to be social? Talking, knowing people, being on social media, having friends? What is the word social defined as?

Contemplating life…..

~hiddengirl75